Sick of being sick.

I hate being slowed down by things beyond my control.

Imagine if only we could choose when we got sick

I would never get blindsighted by an inability to breath

I could stay awake and talk during long-ish car rides

I could make time for the important people in my life instead of running away

I could go to class and not get behind

I could get really excited for life changing events

I could laugh without coughing

I could stay awake instead of fall asleep during difficult homework assignments

But alas, life comes at you fast.

That would be really cool though.

But it's not the way it is. Too bad.

So here I am

Wishing all of the above were true

Hoping tomorrow will perhaps bring my immunity system back from vacation

As I down some more Nyquil...

And try not to think about how behind in life I am now.