I am so dumb...

There are times when silence is a virtue. That's a lesson I should learn sometime.
So I'm going to try something. I'm going to apologize for something that I hope nobody noticed. I guess this is for my benefit as much as any. Hopefully I don't have any blog stalkers that have been proactive lately, but for those of you who have, I guess I owe this to you.
Have you ever thrown one of those bouncy balls against the wall in a small room, then watch as it goes crazy off every wall, the floor, and the ceiling? On occasion my mind decides to do that. The only problem is that my head is a lot smaller than a room, therefore my mind has a lot more bouncing to do.
Last night I woke up at about 3 in the morning with my mind bouncing around like a super ball on red bull. I was all over the place. Unfortunately I wasn't thinking in the most positive way. I'd had a discouraging experience earlier, so that added to the confusion upstairs. I was having a rough time and I couldn't get back to sleep. Unfortunately I didn't handle the situation well at all. I decided to emote on my blog, and spent the next 20 minutes having an emotional vomit all over my blog. When the smoke cleared I had a decent sized blog of barf, which at the time I thought looked pretty good. Without thinking, I pushed the post button, and went back to bed.
Upon waking up and reviewing the night's work, I realized what I had just put out there. One is that people don't want to hear about how unstable I am. But mostly I realized that I had put some things that could have hurt somebody that I really cared about. That certainly wasn't my intention, but my intentions often differ from my results. I took the post down, but if any of you read it I just felt like I should apologize. The content was much less than uplifting. I don't see myself as dirt on the floor. I didn't mean to bring personal affairs into this, and I feel really bad for bringing the personal affairs of others into it. So I hope my apology will be accepted. Forgive my lack of sensitivity.
I'm less than myself at 3:00 in the morning. Yeah...I'll blame it on that.
Anyways, I'm going to go try to redeem myself. My HW is calling my name as well...I'm behind.